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AUTUMN LEAVES 



BY 
URIEL PIDUCH 




BOSTON 
RICHARD G. BADGER 

THE GORHAM PRESS 



Copyright, 1920, by Uriel J. Piduch 



All Rights Reserved 



Made in the United States of America 



The Gorham Press, Boston, U. S. A. 



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I 



A Master Great there is that all His spirits 

taught, 
And tuned all human hearts to His grand 

harmony; 

The elements of Nature tuned He like a 
harp, — 

And hurling o'er them storms and gales and 
thunderbolts. 

Still sings His Great Song soft and diapason- 
like. 

Mankind, — alas! heeds not its blithesome, 
mellow theme. 

— From the Pohsh of Adam Mickiewiez. 



CONTENTS 



Page 

Dawn 9 

The Heart of a Friend 11 

To THE River Delaware 12 

The Apotheosis 13 

God's Flowers 22 

Lines to My Friend 25 

His Love 26 

Ma Cherie 27 

Threnodia 29 

The Poet's Dream 39 

Mother 42 

A Farewell Impromptu 43 

Long, Long Ago 46 

To Miss Sunshine 48 

My Dream of Spain 49 

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DAWN 

From out of the poppy-fretted gates of Night, 
O'er heaps of drowsy clouds that floating, 

dream, 
She comes, the comely, graceful, smiling, 

sweet; 
The blushing, star-eyed goddess — nude and 

pure, 
A lily in her naked innocence. 
She comes to wake the sleeping violets, 
To breathe her soul on dreaming brooks, to 

greet 
The waking world that slumb'ring, danger 

fears. 

She wakes the morning glory with her 

breath. 
And sips its silver chalice's nectared dew. 
The climbing jasmine that forgotten, slept 
In sweet repose on the willow's snowy 

breast. 
Awoke to kiss her golden magic wand 
And smiled to see his mother passing by . . . 

She stoops to kiss the lily of the vale ; 
And whispering hope and love, she hies 
away. 

She wakes the dreaming birds that timid hide 

In high and leafy castles on trees that swing 

And rock their playful young to blessed rest. 

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The streams awake and follow in a race 
Their youthful queen o'er pebbles, twigs, cas- 
cades, 
To touch her graceful foot, her roseate veil 
That trailing falls on their liquid heaving 
breasts. 

She skips with grace and charm o'er slum- 

b'ring meads 
And o'er them leads her beauteous sister 

Hours 
In song and dance that through the waking 

woods 
Distinctly echo — cheer and youth and love . . 

She claps her lily hands and calls to wake 
Her truant zephyrs hiding through the night 
In distant alcoves on the mountain sides. 
They leave their balmy cloisters bright. 
And dip their smiling faces in the stream; 
Then out they come, once more the sportive 

sprites, 
And strike with tiny golden fingers five, 
New chords of cheer on th' airy harps of 

trees. 

She wakes the sleeping child and aged man. 
To greet the fresh and warm returning Day. 
She flits through village, town, and lone 

chateau, 
And enters unseen the village belfry white 
To wake the mute and somber angelus bell. 
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She hies once more through all the universe : 
The gleeful birds and trees and nature all 
Sweet music make — a harmony divine 
That echoes deep in suffering human hearts. 

She smiles again her angel-mother's smile, 
Then bids farewell to all, and longingly 
She sinks with smiles in the fond embrace 
Of truant Love — the bright and beauteous 

Day. 

THE HEART OP A FRIEND 
The stars that shine on clear and moon-less 

nights. 
And gaze on space, its silent, phantom 

strands ; 
The stars that wink and twinkle on the 

heights, 
And gayly clap their little snowy hands; 
The stars that climb the airy, phantom stairs 
Of Nothingness, and skipping, hum their 

morning rimes 
To some sweet star that lightens life's long 

cares. 
And plays to them Diana's golden chimes; 
The stars that were, but now are sparkless, 

dead; 
The stars that are, the twinklers near and 

far; 
The stars that know not yet their life's sole 

mark; 
All bow before one gleaming silver star . . . 
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A star whose beams are lilies fragrant, pure, 
A star whose radiance nothing can obscure. 

I know that star, with her my love I blend, 
This star I ever call — the Heart of a Friend. 



TO THE RIVER DELAWARE 

(A Sonnet) 

Once more, celestial stream, my pilgrim eyes, 
Behold thee in thy former cherished form! 
Once more a friendly heaven o'er thee flies, 
And on thy bosom, spotless, free from storm, 
Reflected I behold the bygone days 
That sleep forever on thy verdant shore . . . 
They gleam upon my soul as noonday rays. 
And beckon sad farewells forevermore. 
The sunclad ripples on thy bosom sleep 
And smile in dreams of joy on distant seas; 
They sing of hope to me and — bid me weep. 
For me there bloom not fragrant, singing 

leas. 
I dream of thee, not knowing what to say, 
I greet thee, blessed Lethe, far, far away. 
Philadelphia, January 2, 1916. 



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THE APOTHEOSIS 

I sing of bards that lived and died 
By man rejected and despised; 
By man that curse for kindness gives; 
By man that never realized, 
That in a bard God's genius lives. 
I sing of bards, the deified. 



One morning bright at break of day, 
A youth was walking on the shore, 
O'er heaps of pebbles, pearls, and clay. 
And listened to the belFwing roar 
Of seas that roared far, far away. 

Fatigued, to rest his head he laid 
Beneath a patriarchal oak. 
Thus in the monarch's quiv'ring shade, 
Repose to him her secrets broke . . . 
He slept in Sleep's refreshing glade. 

Then Orpheus from his domain 
Descended o'er the sleeping youth, 
And led his spirit through a lane, 
Unto the fount of blessed Truth, 
Where Wisdom, Genius ever reign. 

They stopped. The god took by his hand 
The youth and spoke in accents kind: 
"Thou art on Beauty's favorite strand, 
*Mid lanes with fragrant lilies lined, 
And hyacinths from Cynthia's land. 
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This fount before thee calmly flows 
And falls o'er pebbles white and pure. 
Each pebble's essence no one knows, 
Nor gods of this are ever sure 
In which the brightest flamelet glows. 

The night is calm, the moon shines bright 
I will now give the fountain rest. 
And if thou wisheth, youthful guest, 
To live a life of sweet dehght. 
Excite thy soul to fervent zest. 

Here Silence reigns. — Thou art alone. 
Do enter now this pebbly nest 
And choose thy blessed favorite stone, 
Of millions one, by thy mind blest. 
Select one, bless it, make thine own." 

The youth perplexed now deeply thinks 
O'er choosing joy or gloom for life. 
His quiv'ring hand from choosing shrinks. 
And in his soul there burns a strife 
In which now Hope then Sadness sinks. 

The god looked on his youthful friend. 
And smiled upon his charming face. 
He saw his noble spirit bend 
To blot out doubts and to erase 
All fear that might him sadness lend. 
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At last the youth unto the fount 
Approaches happy, smiling, gay. 
His hand begins the stones to count, 
When one bright pebble seemed to say: 
**To Fame will I aid thee to mount!" 

"For Fame I look not, creature bold . . . 

For honest life I yearn, desire! 

A charm in thee I now behold 

And warmth as that of Hades' fire . . . 

My friendship will I with thee hold." 

With eager grasp the stone embrace 
Five gentle snowy fingers white. 
Returning with a dryad's pace, 
To Orpheus he smiles dehght. 
And opes to him his fingers' case. 

Unto the youth's inquiring look. 
The anxious god these words addressed: 
"Thy life thou hast in that pearl's book; 
Preserve it, keep it next thy breast, 
And be not sad nor sadness brook. 

Now let us hie to yonder stream. 
A secret shall I there disclose. 
Before the crimson morning gleam 
Shall break the sweetness of repose, 
. . . The pleasure of thy pleasant dream." 



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On one green mount of Helicon, 
Beneath the heaven's canopy, 
Where streams rejoice and races run, 
There, hiding in a woodland's sea. 
Proud stands the palace of the Sun. 

Beneath its marble portico, 
'Mid marble pillars stately, white. 
Around which jasmines winding grow 
And bathe in Morning's sunshine bright. 
Two souls were pacing to and fro. 

A godlike figure and — a boy. 
In sadness both were silence keeping. 
The god's bright face soon smiled in joy, 
The youth aside, w^as sadly weeping 
As if his soul were burden's toy. 

A string of moments passed away . . . 
The god at last his guest consoles: 
"Weep not, thou child of worldwide lay. 
An ocean's fury o'er thee rolls 
But cannot Nature's word gainsay. 

Thy heart now throbs with purer love. 
And loves more warmly than before; 
Thy soul is like a peaceful dove 
That flies to heaven's golden door 
And Peace to man brings from above. 
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Thy heart now feels and comprehends 
More keenly Nature's varying mood. 
Soon smiles shall come from lips of friends, 
Then tears from their ingratitude, 
For — human love too often bends . . . 

The plaintive, mournful moan of winds, 
The flight of distant snowflake clouds. 
The songs of birds, the brook that winds 
Beneath the woodland's swinging shrouds. 
Of heaven speaks to poets' minds. 

Thou art a bard. Thy soul is crowned 
With radiance never to be marred. 
Thy genius never shall be bound 
By clouds of sadness floating 'round; 
Thou art to be thy nation's bard . . . 

When I did sound this note of cheer 
To thee in yonder blooming vale, 
There crept o'er thee a thrill of fear, 
A frightful gust, a Libyan gale. 
And in thy orbs I saw a tear. 

Weep not, thou bard of Olymp bom! 
Though sadness might thee overpower. 
And in thy breast there burn a thorn, 
Thy soul shall ever be a flower. 
Of wise, the love, — of POOLS, the scorn. 
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Thy heart is beating with emotion. 
We shall now hie to yonder palace, 
And there with love and true devotion, 
Accept from me a golden chalice, 
And drink its magic crystal potion." 

The youth complied with this behest. 
And drank the chalice's crystal draught. 
His soul's bright eyes from sleepless rest 
Were opened by the potion's waft. 
And searched for truth on Wisdom's crest. 

His heart now throbbed in accents strong; 
His spirit yearned for woods secluded ; 
The thundering world, its senseless throng 
Could nevermore hold him eluded, 
Whose songs to heaven now belong. 

The host again in accents kind 
Consoled his guest: "Let honest cheer 
Thy bonds of genius now unbind. 
Be frank and teach with godly fear. 
Console the sad and lead the blind. 

Awake now, bard, to human bliss; 
Return to sad humanity. . . . 
Thy brow allow a god to kiss, 
For in thy breast true love I see, 
And on thy brow — divinity. 
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Return to man through yonder lane, 
Then o*er the bridge that spans the dell 
To yon old oak, the Muse's fane. 
And there awake. . . .Oh, bard, farewell, 
Farewell, until we meet again.'* 



'Twas midnight. . . . 

Wrapped in silent gloom, 
O'er sleeping earth it spread its shroud. 
Prom out the ocean's restless womb. 
Wild storms and winds were roaring loud 
As if they shrieked their dismal doom. 

Prom out the yawning, foaming Deep, 
They rushed o'er mute and dreaming shores ; 
O'er hills and woods they wildly leap 
And bend the oak that peace implores 
Prom Nature for the youth asleep. . . . 



The youth awoke, — a child no more, 
And deeply sighed for Orpheus gone. 
But all was vanished. . . . 

Now a wild. 
Mad storm has rolled o'er Nature's lawn 
On which he dreamed a vision mild. 

The storm still raged; and on the shore 
The poet walked in thought profound. 
His quiv'ring lips commenced to pour 
F'rom Genius' fount, the free, unbound. 
Sweet words that live forevermore. . . . 
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The poet sighed; his poem ended. 
His first-born numbers pure and sweet, 
When o'er the sea a hush descended. 
The waves now calm, by peace befriended. 
With rev'rence kissed the poet's feet. 



A treble score of years had passed, 
And laid their bones in Time's cold tomb; 
A treble million souls had cast 
Their weeping eyes on distant Past, 
And — vanished in eternal gloom. . . . 

Three score of horrid years their flight 
Have winged on Time's fast fleeting wings; 
Three million souls like shades of Night 
Have left their hearths and crowns of kings 
To deck their brows with thorns of blight. . . 

Three score of silent years have fled 
And died to speak with Man no more; 
Three million hearts to death have bled, 
And drenched with blood Time's skull-strewn 

shore, 
'Mid moan of waves and wails of dead. . . . 



The sun still shines, the moon still sails 
O'er heaven's quiv'ring starry heaps; 
The wind its fortune still bewails 
To one old bard that vigil keeps 
Beneath his cross, and kneeling, weeps. 
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The day was waning o'er the seas. 
The sky was dark, the seas pale red, 
And evening came when voices fled, 
Disturbed by nought except a breeze 
That hummed its requiem to the dead. 

Thus in the twilght's dying beams 
The poet knelt beneath his cross. 
His life's sweet song, his youthful dreams 
Were now to him a painful loss ' 
That sin rejects and death redeems. 

O'er Life's bleak track his thorny path 

He walked but slowly 'mid the jeers 

Of senseless throngs that mocked God's 

wrath. 
And mocking hugged their icy biers, 
To melt the ice with burning tears. 



The bard was dying in his glade. 
He bowed his head, but ere he died, 
He gazed upon his cross of jade 
And kissed his Christ, the Crucified ; 
Then closed his eyes, and weeping sighed: 
"Why hast Thou me a poet made?" 



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GOD'S FLOWERS 

Twilight waned and vanished pale, 
And o'er the Alps, night's hoary pall 
Floated grave, ill-boding, dark. 
As horrid Sleep had silenced all. 

No lights then glared on Zermatt's lanes ; 
No echoes woke the sleeping jay; 
No winds then dared to moan their pains. 
As grave-like Silence held her sway. 

Sombre midnight fast approached. 
The village hearths were dying slowly; 
The gleaming windows closed their eyes. 
And parting bells were tolling lowly. 

Then from the skies a radiant light, 
Slowly o'er the Alps descended. 
On to Zermatt, to a cottage 
Its starry path it slowly wended. 

By the cold and dying embers, 
In the candle's pallid glare. 
O'er her dying infant's cradle. 
Watched a mother, weeping there. 

Whispering words of love's devotion. 
She her infant thus caressed : 
**0 wilt thou, dearest, leave thy mother? 
Leave this cradle by thee blest? 
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Wilt thou not, my beauteous angel 
Live to learn thy mother's name? 
Wilt thou leave thy weeping father, 
Thou star of Hope, thou Heaven's claim?" 

The child awoke. A smile serene 
And angel-like beamed from its features. 
* 'Mother, look," it whispered lowly, 
"Look, they come, God's lovely creatures." 

Then with a mother's fond embrace 
Her babe she tightly to her pressed. 
And weeping tears of fondest parting, 
Again her infant she caressed. 

But lo, before the dying embers, 

A figure standing, dazzling, white! 

It smiles to both, the child and mother 

And speaks its message from the Height: 

"The God Who is your souls' possessor, 
Speaks to thee this hour, oh, mother. 
Thy child, thy treasure is not dying. 
But lives fore'er a Heaven's brother. 

The Lord on High will banquet hold; 
And flowers will His tables deck. 
He calls for this, thy lily sweet; 
The flow'ret clinging to thy neck. 
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Tonight o'er Heaven's vast expanse, 
Thy hly shall I with me lead. 
Accept, kind mother, from an angel, 
This splendid flow'ret, Eden's reed." 

The mother's heart in consternation, 
Throbs with sorrow and with fear; 
And in her eyes, the pure and holy. 
Gleams a mother's parting tear. 

She lifts her tearful, glistening eyes. 
And humbly bows her humble head; 
The vision vanished into night. 
Her babe she found but — soul-less, dead . . 

On Zermatt's hill in flowers clad, 
Where hundreds sleep in heaven's bhss, 
A grave I found among the graves. 
— I wept and blessed it with a kiss. 

For there lies buried mother's love, 

A mother's tears, heroic deed. 

Beneath the cross with sunshine crowned. 

Still blooms the angel's slender reed. 

Ah, not for this I kneel there weeping. 
That there sleeps a — Heaven's brother; 
Yea, more than this. In that grave lying, 
Sleep an angel and my — mother. 

Buffalo, New York, 
May 2, 1917. 

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LINES TO MY FRIEND 

A. P. 

O youthful bard, to whom was given 
To ope the golden gates of Heaven, 
Thy genius soars to Heaven's domes 
And there unlocks eternity's tomes — 
Time-worn, dust-covered, still new, ever 

new. 
To few 'twas given, friend, to few, 
To sing immortal songs of Poesy 
For those who wish God's truth to see, 
And those who seek to be consoled 
By rimes that roll as ever rolled 
The silver waters of the limpid Lethe. 

My Friend, today I bless and greet thee! 
Thy rime shall live. Immortal Rime, 
As long as lives Old Father Time; 
And after Time has left his throne. 
They still shall live — in God alone. 

Buffalo, New York, 
January 1, 1919. 



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HIS LOVE 

How oft the restless crowd I fly 

To dream the dreams to me so dear: 

How oft I wish with longing sigh 

That His good Heart were near me, near! 

Oh, then with awe my heart oft strives 
That Love divine to compass well 

Prom which our heart its love derives: — 
But this Love's bounds no lips can tell. 

I feel I'm near the lov-ed one 

Whose burning Heart's enkindling glow 
Surpasses the eternal sun: — 

Its depths no one can ever know. 

This Love of His benignant Heart 
He gives me for my earthly way 
That I may keep from sin apart 
And live with him for aye and aye. 



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MA CHERIE 
To Josephine 

Of all the dreams that come to view 
Of mortal eyes that tight asleep, 
Gaze thru Dream's vales, the soulful, deep, 
The sweetest is my dream of you. 
My heart's sole angel — Ma Cherie! 

When at the silent close of day 
Sweet nightfall greets the weary earth, 
When evening zephyrs far away 
Begin to hum their airs of mirth. 
And sing of you, ah, — Ma Cherie, 

My heart feels lonely, lonely, dear. 
I watch the stars high in the skies 
And wait until you m_ay appear 
To close my weary, longing eyes 
In dreams of you, ah, — Ma Cherie! 

Across the long and weary miles 
That separate our loving hearts, 
I see your eyes, your angel smiles 
That strike my soul like sweetly darts, 
And music make of — Ma Cherie! 

Your eyes then gleam like stars above; 
Your smile is dearly fond and true; 
Your lips breathe nought but truest love — 
My arms then seek for nought but you. 
Thru mists of dreams for — Ma Cherie! 
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Ah, then all seems so gay and bright! 
All glaring pure and mild and fair! 
On me then gleams a sweeter light — 
I sigh with joy for you are there 
For me to kiss you — Ma Cherie! 

'Tis sweet to dream such dreams as this: 
For though you are from me so far, 
You are fore'er my dreams' bright star. 
Then all that seems, is heaven's bliss, 
For you and me, ah, — Ma Cherie! 

Where'er I roam within my dream: 
O'er verdant leas or rocking sea, 
You are fore'er my guiding beam, 
That's why I call you Ma Cherie, 

My heart's fair princess — Ma Cherie! 

Each dream of you, sweet Josephine, 
Is e'er a moment spent with you. 
Ah, blissful time of golden sheen — 
Each dream of you, sweetheart, of you, 
I dream forever — Ma Cherie! 

My heart then throbs contented, dear. 
My breast then bears a breast divine; 
Then silver moments gold appear. 
For then I'm yours and you are mine, 
And thus forever — Ma Cherie! 

Ebenezer, New York, 
December 29, 1918. 
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THRENODIA 

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Out of the Deep, my Soul, out of the Deep, 

Out of the silent, hollow Deep, 

Where both so often we did weep. 

And where bleak storms, that howling creep 

On ebon wings, and o'er the meadows sweep 

Into a nameless and chaotic heap 

Soft and sweet scented blossoms that long 

ago, 
Gayly floated o'er Life's bright, sparkling 

main, 
But now are gone, ah, ne'er to blow 
On maidens' cheeks, ah, ne'er, ah, ne'er 

again. ... 

Out of the Deep above the hazy universe 
Where planets roll and roles rehearse 
To meet their Maker on that mortal day 
When nought shall breathe nor nought say 

— nay. 
We soar, my tearful Soul, no more 
To view with tear-dimmed eyes the shore 
Whose sands our names once bore, to be 
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But washed and buried in eternity . . . 
See'st thou the clouds? . . . 

They totter, sink and wane 
Below us as we mount the starry main. 
Par, far below they sink, — they are no more; 
The last appears and drops from heaven's 
door. 

The clouds are passed. Behold the distant 

light! 
An orb titanic, burning, whirUng bright. 
Its rays escape and clasping with one hand 
Their parent, with the other greet a land 
That far, unseen and straying unconsoled, 
Accosts the stranger warmth with joy un- 
told. 

Still higher mount, my Soul, where mem- 

phian night 
Shall drench thy every quivering thought 

that might 
Thy buoyant breast with squalls o'ersweep. 
And tears portend to eyes that long did weep. 

What ebon gloom this empty void o'erfills ! 

The clouds below 
Seem like distant purple hills 
With pallid crimson rills 

Of fresh fallen snow. . . . 

My spirit soars and feels the power of a god, 
As trailing paths by mortals still untrod, 
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Far out I see the palpitating universe 
Entombed in clouds that roaring, hearse 
Gigantic worlds in palls of storms and gloom. 
The whirling planets, God's holy Rosary, 
Crowned with cloudy garlands o'er a phan- 
tom sea 
Of silence revolve around their Lord 
Whom infinite eternity f ore'er adored ; 
Fore'er their fallow faces they slowly turn, 
Fore'er their breasts in silent adoration burn ; 
Thus in an ordered, never-ending race 
They fly adoring mutely on thru space. 
In each returning flight they bend their knee, 
And in their artless, mortal solemnity. 
They bow before his glaring majesty. . . . 
Of worlds composed, this whirling world 
By God Almighty into motion hurled, 
Rolls on around their sun's bright, dazzling 

throne. 
And flies with him to distances unknown. . . 
How cold my spirit feels. . . . 

A sorrow's biting cold 
Envelopes my soul with a serpent's hold, 
As with my weeping eyes I behold 
Drenched with night whose blackness noth- 
ing mars, 
Eternal Silence, upon whose throbless breast 
Forgotten ghosts, condemned to pain, unrest, 
Like lightning tear the reigning gloom, 
Hyeing from tomb to tomb. 
And painfully moaning, they gaze above 
In quest of hearts they could but would not 
love. 

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Pore'er they wander nomads saddened, brok- 
enhearted, 

Longing for souls that long departed, 

Have changed their rosy forms to twinkling 
stars. 

That point their dazzling fingers thru a soul- 
less sea. 

And trace on Space — to God, Infinity. 

I feel their warmth! Arise, my Soul, forget 

Thy present frigidness and youth's regret. 

I rise. . . .1 feel within my breast a might 

Whose nod will turn a million suns to darkest 
night! 

Ah, my power now expands 

O'er Time's cold and lifeless strands; 

I rise, and far below I see the Past; 

I see its silent years, the First, the Last. . . . 

From out their graves they stretch their 
withered hands 

In search of crowns, their shortlived deo- 
dands. 

One million tombs; two millions quivering 
arms 

Now beg to bless forgotten youthful charms. 

'Mid hollow tombs with death 
Replete and death's chilled breath, 
Softly blowing thru the withering asphodels. 
I feel the warmth of a bygone love. 
Of hearts that passed to shine above 
On a heart whose spirit with them dwells. 
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Here nothing can this warmth retake, 
And here I shall my thanatopsis make . . 
A thanatopsis of what life seems 
To be when Youth's warm eye gleams 
With lucid stars that gaze from above 
And twinkle their sweet song of love, love, 
love. 

Portrait of Vanity! 

Love! 
Life of Mortahty! 
Love! 
Thou fleeting phantom bedecked 
With luring vestments' mighty glare! 
Thou in the darkness of the night 
Shinest o'er the waves of Care, 
That slowly rolling to and fro, 
Embrace the wrecks of hearts below. . . 

But thou art blessed, almighty Love ! 

For thou'rt the essence of the Dove ; 
Eternal God, Eternal Love, Eternal Light; 

Weakness all, still infinite Might. 
Of Him, with Him, in Him — infinitely fair; 

His share, thy share, 
Tho we know not how, when and where. 
Thou art blessed Love, thou Spirit frail, 

divine, 
Pore'er to gleam o'er the earth's cold, billowy 

brine. 

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Oh, blessed Youth, thou King of Thought! 
Thou might sublime that wonders wrought 
When hearts were throbbing ambitious, free, 
And carefree breasts were anxious, true, 
When wond'rous Muse, sw^eet Liberty 
Beckoned them with smiles to woo 
A lovely goddess, Love ethereal. 

That on her lily wings 
Came down to bless youths' hearts and light 
Therein the flickering might, 

Instilled in mortal hearts tho from above — 

Love, love, holy love. 

Forsaking laurels, crowns imperial. 

Lustful Power's cold embrace. 
They left the earth putrid, false and hollow; 
They left, sweet Love fore'er to follow 
In a sweet and indolent race. 
Thru lanes of lilies, jonquils, roses sweet, 
O'er brooks that hummed their songs replete 
With Freedom's salutary breath. 

They followed slowly on and on. 
Thru thorns and thistles, until, until, 
Until they gained the hazy distant hill; 
— Until Life's victory was won! 

With such true and glorious liberty, 
Noble youth and maiden pure ; 
He herculean, she angelic and demure, 
Both respectful and obeying, 
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Were led to Heaven's golden portal, 
Unto their God, the Free, Immortal, 
To drink of His chalice of Immortality. . . 

Youth erred; 'tis true; 

Oft it dared 
When life seemed changing, ever new. 
Too much for its soul's achieving powers; 
And oft it rushed as tho it fared 
On wings of zephyrs that unimpaired, 
Drenched the violets with cooling showers. 

Youth sped smiling hither and thither. 
In quest of food for a hungiy soul. 
Its golden goal seemed vague and far. 
Faintly gleaming like some distant star. . . . 

Youth stopped, and sadly asked: Ah, whither 
I high? — unto an unseen and hazy goal? 

The green waves of the distant ocean 
Danced luring to Youth's ambitious eyes. 
How great 'twould be. 
If my eyes could see 
The unfathomable gulfs in frenzied commo- 
tion ! 
To dwell for a moment on the ocean's pearly 

floor, 
— To love my lorelei forevermore. . . . 

Youth oft has erred. . . . 
Error oft has swept 
Its tender soul's weak silver wings 
With sharp, half-poisonous stings. 
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But Youth regretted. Youth has wept 
O'er sad defeats of a sadder strife, 
That was a child of an unknown hfe, 
And safe returned thru all the rage 
Of nature's storms and snows and rains 
Unto the side of some old sage — 
Who lists to these, he ever gains. 



Now gushing, 
Then hushing. 
Forever rushing; 
Ah, what is Life? .... 

A turbulent stream, 
That slowly flowing along, 
Hums its sweet melodious song, 
Like monks of Old, when in a silent nook, 
Spake they their vespers from a fray-ed 
book. 

Prom morn till night 
It sings its minors and its trebles; 
Life is joy and Life is sorrow. 
Never sure of a joyful morrow — 
God, tho I cannot see, 
Thus it needs be ... . 
As the sweetest rose has its prickly thorn ; 
The maiden's song its pathos and lark-like 

trebles ; 
Life cannot be of all sorrows shorn. 
For where, ah where is the stream without 
its pebbles? 

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Man sails unmindful in his airy bark, 
O'er this pebbly Stream. 
To him unreal is the singing meadow lark. 
And the bitterest pains, — ah, they only seem! 

When at the end of Life's sweet day. 

The swinging tide of Hope has ebbed away 

And left to greet and kiss once more. 

Its bright and resplendent shore, 

Where Youth's sweet songs, the woodland 

melodies 
Have changed to sweeter but, bygone mem- 
ories ; — 

When Life's warm sun sinks toward the 

West, 
And leaves its dying ray in a sobbing breast. 
Ah, then one thought would heaven be — 
If only blessed by dear Reality; 
That Youth and Love and Music, Poesy, 
Would be with him for all eternity. . . . 

Ah, he who roamed carefree a youth. 

With eyes half conscious to words of 
Truth, 

Now with a brow grief-marked with sor- 
row, 

And pallid lips with no smile for the mor- 
row, 

Kneels before Him Who never dies ; 

And sadly smiling thru his tear-dimmed 
eyes, 

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Glistening with bitter tears of care, 
Whispers his hopeful evening pray'r: 

Oh, withered blossoms, fading memories. 
That burn my breast 
As each sad threne from out the breeze 
Comes with th' autumnal songs of trees, 
And melts once more from out their rest 
— Tears, I deemed were there no more. 



Thou weepest, Soul, e'en tho in thine own 
Sweet kingdom, this peaceful, quiet strand ; 
The fines of space where nought is blown 
By the world's ill-willed and blood stained 
hand. 

We are alone, — far from the world! 

My Soul, fear not, thou art immortal; 
Man's nobler breath, a spirit half dependent. 
Still nobler, greater than all grace resplen- 
dent. 

And this, man shall remember 
Fore'er on earth, until 
Mortal Life's last dying ember 
Shall fill, ah, sweetly fill 
With cheer the chilled hearth of 
Death. 

E'en though we sing our verse of gloom. 
Of memories sad and a sadder tomb. 
That many build with conscious tears. 
On the airy shelves of their fleeting years, 
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It will bring forth Love's silver tear 
That will in our bosom disappear 
To tell in numbers of pure content 
The life well lived, in goodness spent; 
A song of honest, true endeavor. 
That must relume its soul forever . . . . 

My humble song. 
Tedious and long 
Is ended, Soul, and souls that with me be 
Peruse, but weep not, — I end my threnody. 



THE POET'S DREAM 

Reverie apres le bal 

"When most I wink, then do my eyes best 

see. 
For all the day they view things unre- 
spected." 

Shakespeare. 
Think not, sweet girl, that from mine eye, 
Beamed words 'pon which you should rely. 
Deem not, sweet Jane, that poets' eyes 
Always gleam true from their blue skies . . . 
A poet's eye 
Is like the sky; 
The deeper its hue, the thinner its haze, 
The fonder the hope of bright future days, 
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But — it's this fonder hope that smilingly 

showers 
Life's cheer and its pleasures upon woodland 

flowers, 
Until — it even their life overpowers. . . . 

So— 
Beware little girl, or numbered are thy hours. 

I winked, 'tis true; but hark little girl: 
The sight of thy face, its deep and solemn 

beauty. 
As if obeying their secret duty. 
Grasped my mind into a sudden whirl .... 

Thy voice was full of tenderness; 
Thy glance was nought but gentleness ; 
And that wistful turn of thy upper lip; 
Thy snow-white arm resting on thy hip,— 
Bent even a poet unto admiration! 

My lips have sighed their aspiration 
To thee, sw^eet, blushing rose divine, 
And wished that its echo would be — only 

thine. 
Other hearts have sighed theirs too. 
But somehow, Jane, you did not care 
For sighs from ** strangers" who cared to woo 
The dazzhng starlet whose soul was — you! 
Dear heart, my unknown Maiden fair 
I also am a stranger, and sadly so! 

But who knows. 
Maybe your smile that seemed like a fresh 

blooming rose, 

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And your sweet face, your ebon, childlike 

eyes, 
Were dreams that I begged from yon moonlit 

skies ... 

Though you and I perhaps forever, 
Have parted ne'er to meet again. 
Believe, sweet girl, I shall endeavor 
To view once more thy beauty's fane. 

We are "mere friends" to you may seem 
Bitter, and gloom to your heart portend, 
But if some day these lines perchance 
Should rest beneath your eyes' warm glance, 
When leisurely dreaming in some quiet nook. 
Listening to nought but the song of the 

brook. 
And reading with angels from thy youth's 

Book, 
Ah, then turn back a page or two. 
And think of our sweet though unuttered 

adieu. 
That lives forever, forever to weave 
My dreams of you . . . 

Sweet Jane, beheve. 
That you are not only a poet's ''mere friend," 
Nay more, you're forever a "mere poet's" 

dream ! 

Buffalo, N. Y., 
October, 1918. 

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MOTHER 

A brilliant star shone from the skies, 

When love's first gleaming beamed to pour 

O'er me from Mother's watchful eyes 
The care that in her heart she bore. 

The dreary nights, the many hours 
She hummed to me her lullabies, 

Still bloom for me hke living flowers 
And speak to me of paradise. 

Like distant echoes from the past 
Come visions bright of long ago 

To sigh with me unto the last. 
To sigh with me where'er I go. 

How dear her happy, smiling eyes! 

How dear her sweet, angehc voice! 
To live near her was paradise. 

Ah! then I lived but to rejoice. 

But now — when gone are Mother's eyes, 
Her tender voice, her loving heart. 

My tear-dimmed eyes gaze to the skies : 
For there I'll go — there ne'er to part. 

'Tis night; from 'neath the starry dome 
I hear a voice; my Mother's call. 

O Mother! take me to thy home; 
Must I dwell here 'neath Death's cold pall? 
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Beneath the cross I vigil keep — 
A weeping pilgrim and unknown. 

For thee I long and weep and weep ; 
But, Mother dear, I weep alone. 



A FAREWELL IMPROMPTU 
To my friends A. P., E. S. W., G. W. 

"Flebilis indignos, Elegia, nunc solve capil- 
los; 

Ah! nimis ex vero nunc tibi nomen erit." 

Ovid. 

Oh, that I could behold once more. 
Youth's scenes, the flitting dreams of yore! 
Oh, that I could but see the shore 
To which the hours of Youth have fled. 
And echoed back: — "Forever . . . dead. 
Each hour that's fled . . . forever — dead." 

Oh, that I could on Fancy's pinions, 
Flit but once more o'er Mem'ry's fields. 
And play once more in Dream's dominions 
Where pain to pleasure ever yields — 

We would once more; ah, you and I, 
Like aerial beings from the sky 
Review again the hills and vales 
That spun for us their runic tales; 
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We would once more the paths retrace, 
Of pleasant strolls through Nature's grace, 
O'er leaves of gold that moaned in gloom, 
Their funeral dirge o'er Summer's tomb. 

We would resing our simple tunes 

That breathing snow like Vikings' runes, 

Their chilly wings o'er us did spread. 

And filled our souls with Night's chilled 

dread ; 
Thus guiding us, like Hope's bright mast — 
But Friends, 'tis silent past' . . . 
And buried deep in our love's lore. 
Here let my song its sorrows pour 
O'er Youth's dear tomb, its glittering cross. 
Its blooming flowers, fragrant moss. 

I kiss the lihes fragrant, fair; 

I kiss the rose untouched by care; 

I bless the whisp'rings blooming there. 

'Tis here we stop, my dearest Friends, 
For here our path its arms now bends 
To future bright on every side . . . 
Here let me weep, my dearest Friends, 
For here, ah, here, — our roads divide. 

We look with joy to our Past: 
A glaring sky of thousand pleasures! 
The happy days, though pale and ghast. 
Flit o'er our Mem'ry's jewelled sea. 
And sink therein like heaven's treasures, 
To lead us to — Eternity. 
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The evening walks 'mid dreaming trees; 
The morning strolls o'er dewy leas; 
The river banks, the skimming stone; 
The sweetest songs by zephyrs blown, 
Shall live fore'er — *in dreams alone.' 

In bhss we breathed the thousand joys, 
'Neath Youth's bright sun, from first to last. 
Though Time has blown its serious blast. 
We loved too well our youthful Past, 
And hence we'll be— FOREVER BOYS! 

With these sweet thoughts and memories 

dear, 
I wish your hearts Life's brightest cheer. 
I press your hands still warm and true ; 
I see your souls as ne'er before . . . 
But we must part — 

Dear Friends, Adieu. 
I'm going far, my Friends, away. 



I cast mine eyes on Hudson's skies: 
There — in the Deep its valley lies. 
An angel's veil, long, blue with dyes 
That gleam like stars in angels' eyes . 



They're growing bright, our days of yore ; 
And Memory smiles her smile once more. 
As in her arms through Space I rise 
To live with her in paradise . . . 
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I feel its peace, its soothing spell. 
'Tis mist that comes . . . 

Here spirits dwell. 
Tm far away, so Friends, — farewell; 
Prom Par Away, 

One, 

Long, 

Parewell . . . 
Rensselaer, New York, 
January 28, 1918. 

LONG, LONG AGO 

Lines written under a picture. 

Oh, look not at me with those blue, liquid 
eyes 
That float in thy sky of azure-like blue; 
Their astral resemblance reminds me of 
skies, 
Whose lanes we traversed when our love 
was still true; 

Ah, long, long ago. 

Oh, wake not that smile whose radiance, I 
thought. 
Nay even believed of heaven was born. 
Today, I but know — too dearly I've bought 
The smile that implanted in my heart a 
thorn; 

Ah, long, long ago. 
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Oh, look not at me with thy clear, limpid 
eyes . . . 
Each gleam from thine orbs extracts bitter 
tears 
And pangs from a heart that ne'er could de- 
spise 
The scenes of our loving, but still them 
reveres 

As long, long ago. 

Oh, pain me no more with thy naiad-like 
smile, 
That once on my soul, grief-burdened did 
pour 
Warm rays of a love that was nought but a — 
wile; 
Oh, smile not to me for thy smile speaks of 
yore, 

Of long, long ago. 



Oh, speak not to me with thy lips, the divine. 
Whose kiss, — ah, in vain to forget I en- 
deavor. 
Thy roseate lips once impressed upon mine, 

Left Mem'ry and thee C enshrined 

there forever; 

Ah, long, long ago. 



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TO MISS SUNSHINE 

On beauteous mornings when I wake, 
Out through the lattice long I gaze 
To greet the light of dawning Day, 

And watch it smihng through the haze. 

I feel its warmth, — I feel its pow'r; 
I feel the mystery of its smile; 
I linger long within its rays, 

And prize as gold each passing while. 

On gloomy morns, when at daybreak, 
I wake to find no morning sun, 
I tread as e*er my lonely path, 
With cheer I tread it on and on, 

Not knowing why — though someone knows 
That soon I'll greet — from other skies 
A light that gleams where'er it goes: 
— Sunshine, the sunshine of your eyes. 



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MY DREAM OP SPAIN 

Night, night, under my feeble light, 
I see thee smile thy smile of Spain, 
That knowing not the gloom of night. 
Can never faint and never wane. 

Thy Spanish dress, thy lovely beads 
Around thy snowy neck o'erhung. 
Are all that Spanish maidens need. 
To make them queens by poets sung. 

But thou art more, nay far, far more ! 
And I unworthy of thy gaze. 
And though I know not Spanish ways, 
I know the hearts my heaven bore. 

Thy smile betrays a friendly soul; 
Thine eyes the purest heart foretell ; 
Thy voice whose notes I heard not roll, 
I know is like the sweetest bell. 

Oh, oh, turn not thy face away. 
To yon sweet twinkler, heaven's star. 
I wished not, queen, to spoil thy play; 
Drop not thy silenced, sweet guitar. 

I love thy music, blushing Maid . . . 
I've seen the world's bright minds of Art 
I've heard the chords by mortals made — 
Give me the music of thy heart. 
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Oh, draw once more, ah, but once more 
Thy anxious fingers to the strain. 
As thou did'st play on eves before, 
■ — Within my dreams of sunny Spain. 

Oh, play once more thy minuet, 
That wakes the world from its drear mart, 
That gives the stars their pirouette: 
Oh, play the music of Spain's heart. 

And I shall listen, now, all night. 
Through all my days when I can dream 
Of thee, my queen, my own delight; 
— For this thine eyes unto me seem. 

"Stranger, friend of friendly tone. 
Strange words from stranger lips I hear; 
Whence art thou, friend, in Spain alone? 
Art thou a man that knows not fear? 



I know not man, and man's own ways, 
I know not man's unresting mind. 
But friend, I fear that man betrays 
Oft friends that were to him so kind." 



Oh, queen, I fear not man's own ways. 
The smiles of Fortune, its delays! 
On me one ray forever gleams . . . 
I go to where it sweetly dreams. 
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Through days and nights my sick heart 

longs 
As longs a loved one to her star. 
My dreams came true; I heard the songs, 
The sweetest songs of Spain's guitar. 

"Pray, stranger, where ah, where thy land? 
And who art thou, and what thy name?" 

I come from Terra's other hand 
Good Maid, — no country is my claim. 

Alone, for years, ah, years of time. 
Alone, I did my hope pursue 
Until it rested in your clime. 
Until it showed me Spain, the true. 

My home and dear ones long ago 
My heait forsook and will forsake 
To dwell where blissful echoes flow 
In gayly tones, — until I wake. 

If thou wilt harken to my tale, 
I shall unclothe a friendly heart. 
That throbs near thee in this green vale. 
Ere thou and I fore'er will part. 

I know a vale, though not as green. 
And where one only streamlet flows 
'Neath shrubs and giant elms between. 
And hums its song that no one knows. 
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On one sweet elm that knew less years 
Than any elm in that calm vale, 
There grows a heart whose throbs, mehears. 
Are singing, sighing their sad wail. 

Another heart I carved near mine; 
It was the heart of Mary dear. 
Two loving hearts above a line 
Of Vega's verse — about a tear. 

It was a warm and cheery morn. 
The skies were brilliant as today. 
The clouds were bright, of danger shorn, 
— All nature laughed, the least to say. 

Our hearts were carved, (one ne'er to fade) 
As well as human art allows. 
Maria then, good Spanish Maid, 
Pronounced to me her love's dear vows. 

Ah, then she seemed to me so dear! 
Her eyes were filled with such pure bliss! 
I kissed her lips with that boy's fear, 
— It was our first, our love's first kiss . . . 

Her heart, I knew, youthful and pure; 
Through faltering lips she spoke her love. 
Maria ever sweet, demure. 
Would seem to thee the purest dove. 
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But fate decreed; — we lived not long, 
Though love fore'er. Her weakened heart 
Too deeply loved, too deep its song: 
— Her heart was bleeding with Love's dart. 

The days of school were soon returned. 
— And we were young, Mary and I. 
But in our days, all, all we learned, 
Was love and music, poesy . . . 

We studied long from one old book, 
And sat together in th' village school. 
Our other school was one calm nook. 
Where flowed a streamlet pure and cool. 

Sweet summer passed : and autumn's threnes 
Came softly flowing through the lane 
That led us both through mystic scenes 
Of golden leaves that throbbed in vain. 

Oh, years of morns and years of eves 
Did silent come and silent wane, 
As o'er Spring's shades and Autumn's leaves 
We v/alked to school again, again. 

One Autumn came — sweetest of all! 
The winds were warm; the skies were clear; 
The faUing leaves did dancing fall. 
As if they danced their dance of cheer. 
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Mary and I, when school was o'er, 
Traversed the lane we knew so well. 
The winds commenced the leaves to pour, 
—At Mary's feet they bowing fell. 

But she was silent, Mary dear; 

And spoke but little on the way. 

Her only thought was one sad fear, 

^-To where the leaves for winter stray . . . 

I often gazed into her eyes — 

A mystic pall, a shadowy veil 

As often viewed on midnight skies 

Hath seemed to make her starlets pale. 

Her cheeks were bloodless, pale and ghast; 
Her lips were quivering like a leaf; 
My arms she held as if the last, 
Bright moments were to pass for grief. 

She looked into my anxious eyes, 
And asked, dear Mai-y, my own heart: 
*'Do tell me, dear, do yonder skies 
Receive these leaves when we depait? 

Does God embrace them with His love, 
As He embraces all the world? 
The butterfly, the bee and turtle dove, 
The rose that out by man is hurled? 
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They seem alone cast o'er the lane, 
They shiver like the twinklers bright, 
As if they longed to feel again 
The love of friends on the elm's height." 

That night was chilly, drear and cold, 
Hence near the embers' dying flames, 
Maria listened as I told 
Her of bold nights and fairfaced dames, 

Whose songs once cheered the castle walls, 
And how they watched their lovers bold 
To see which wins, — and whose horse falls 
Beneath his en'mies' deathly hold. 

She hstened holding fast my hand. 
And asked me, where, ah, where are they . . . 
The dancing flame she watched and scanned 
As if there played the horsemen's fray. 

*'Ah, where are they, those knights of Old; 
The lovers bold and ladies shy . . . 
The knights and warriors brave and bold. 
Who loved so well, who loved to — die?" 

Maria's mother, aged, gray, 
Replied with tears, sweet, longing tears: 
"They are fore'er far, far away, 
Where Life for them has nought of fears. 
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They gave their lives as real love gives ; 
All, all from Life to glowing hearth — 
They live there where your father lives, 
To pray for those they loved on earth. 

They gave their lives as only gives 
True love for those whom they adored ; 
They died with hope that He forgives, 
Who has to them His graces poured. 

Pair dame has lost her warrior bold. 
Her locks are silvered, weak her gait; 
Yet pines her heart as't pined of Old — 
For him she loves her heart will wait." 

Maria's mother dried her tears. 
And soon smiles shone bright in her eyes, 
As oft a cloudy heaven clears. 
Pursued by hopeful, sunclad skies. 

'Twas late that night when I returned 
Unto the villa's southern end. 
My eyes were wet, my brain then burned. 
And pain my soul then seemed to rend. 

I could not sleep, — oh, how I sought 
One single moment to forget! 
It was a bitter, — pleasant thought, 
Tho't filled my soul with deep regret . . . 
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When Mary's mother's heart did pine 
For those who longed for dear ones lost, 
Maria pressed her hand in mine ; 
I looked at her, — our eyes then crossed! 

Sad Autumn passed. — We walked no more 
The lane that knew our songs so well. 
Her voice its songs now sings no more ; 
It lives no more its love to tell . . . 

I cannot weep; my tears I gave 
To save the heart that I adore. 
They buried Mary in her grave; 
Maria — dead — f orevermore ! 

How oft I wept God only knows, 
And weeping prayed o'er Mary's heart. 
I knelt and wept in Winter snows; 
I loved Maria, my own heart! 

She also loved, aye, loved too well. 
Her tender heart could not Love's breath 
Survive and — bled itself to death; 
And thus Love's victim Mary fell. 

Ah, when above her throbless heart, 
I knelt in tears and one grave fear, 
I kissed her lips ere we did part. 
And moaned : it was our God, my dear. 

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Pew weeks have passed ; I wept alone. 
Near Mary's stone I placed another. 
A frozen, pallid cross of stone — 
This was my love for Mary's mother. 

The aged lady longed to see 
Her knight that died for her in war; 
A warrior bold there longed to be 
With his fair lady evermore . . . 

Many sad years have waned and fled 
To where my Mary longs for me. 
A star my dreams forever led 
From her to my heart blissfully. 

That star was Mary, all mine own! 
My star of Hope and Faith and Love; 
She led me here to Spain alone, 
From her bright throne from far above. 

The country school, the woodland nook 
No more saw Mary, our queen. 
Forever closed remained the book; 
And ghast became the once bright scene. 

The lane no more is cheered by songs 
That came from hearts with love replete. 
Its blissful hope to Past belongs; 
— The blissful memory and sweet. 
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I wept at mom, I wept till night, 
In that cool nook down by the stream. 
The fallen elm, — ah, dear the sight. 
And like the sun to me doth gleam. 

For there my Mary, she and I 
Spoke long and true of what would be, 
If hearts knew not Love's poesy — 
On that dear fallen elmwood tree . . . 

I wept there long and dreamed, ah, there, 
Where autumn winds still softly blow 
O'er Mary's grave, the blooming, fair, 
— The love of Don Rosario. 

Once in the night In my sweet dreams. 
She came to cheer my aching soul: 
"Death is not death, it only seems. 
Death is for life the bitter toll. 

I live and long to be with thee. 
As fresh as Spring's first breaking leaf. 
Oh come, dear one, oh, come to me. 
To soothe fore'er thy heart's sad grief." 

That day, ere Dawn's first beaming shown, 
I kissed her cross as oft ago. 
Beneath her name I traced my own: 
—THY DON ROSARIO— 
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"Oh, come, dear one, oh, come to me!" 
Oh, pray'rful words whose memoiy 
Did lead my soul eternally. 
Until it lead me unto thee . . . 

In thy good land, fair Spanish Maid, 
I know I've found a happy rest. 
Though far away Mary is laid. 
Thy music cheers my sorrowing breast. 

I beg thee. Maid, oh, strike the strain 
That haunts me still within my dreams; 
My dreams of love, my dreams of Spain- 
Thy face beknown unto me seems . . . 

Weep not, I wished not to arouse 
The precious tears that fill thine eyes. 
Thy stranger-friend before thee bows, 
Forgive him, Friend, ere his heart dies. 

A flood of tears, a bitter brine 
I wept for Mary, my fair Maid. 
Her face that looks like unto thine, 
I love in thee, — my fair Maid. 

Weep not, I beg thee, Spanish Maid, 
Be of good cheer — 

"Thy tale, my friend, 
Is like a poignant, merc'less blade 
That seems in twain my breast to rend ! 
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I weep my tears, I weep fore'er, 
Though not for her that is thine own. 
Though unto thee she is all fair, 
I weep for thee, for thee alone. 

Above us sleep the ruins old, 
Moss covered, old, bold walls of gold; 
Alhambra's walls, its silent halls. 
Now sleep beneath dark, graying palls. 

The hoary castle is no more 

Bright with the beauties of the land. 

No harps, no voices live to pour 

The glory cast down 'neath this sand . . . 

Now harken, friend, while my heart yearns 
To be with thee on that dear lane. 
And while a pang my soul now burns, 
I strike the sweetest song of Spain. 



Weep not, sad heart, mine is the song 
That haunts not only cheerful Spain. 
My song was born Love's hearts among, 
And lives to cheer them once again. 

Weep not — " 

Oh, Spanish Maiden sweet! 
Thou hast at last struck my heart's pang. 
Though thou did'st sing my heart to greet, 
Still, 'twas, methinks, thy soul that sang. 
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My soul once more walked o'er the lane 
That led us both to th' village school. 
I dreamed that she and I again, 
Did read and chat near that clear pool, 

O'er which did stretch the old elm tree, 
That bore the form of Mary dear. 
I saw the stream that humming free, 
Did once reflect her eyes so clear. 

I heard the bluebird happy, gay, 
That hid o'er us to spy and hear 
What we did whisper all the day, 
And then would chirp his air of cheer. 

I saw the elm whose bark two hearts 
Once bore, but now it bears but one. 
I dreamed I kissed her who departs 
To live with God within the sun. 

I heard the village chapel's bell. 
That rang one morn unto the air. 
Of one that lived and loved too well. 
And thus did fall Love's victim fair. 

But, — Maiden dear of Mary's mien. 
Of Mary's smile and Mary's eye. 
How did'st thou break the mistful screen 
Of Past that knew but she and I? . . . 
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How did'st thou know Maria's flow'r; 
The fragrant lily of the vale? 
Thou did'st not see our Pav'rite bow'r, 
Where oft we told a merry tale. 

How did'st thou guess my namesake, 

Friend ? 
I heard thee sigh it with a tear. 
Thou know'st me not, my Spanish Friend, 
How is all unto thee so clear? . . . 

Art thou her soul? . . . 

'"Tis late, my friend; 
The shades of Night are falling low. 
I must depart ..." 

Farewell, then, Friend, 
One moment more and then I go. 

The soulful music of thy land 
Has cheered a soul, a weary heart. 
"Oh, let me grasp thy quivering hand. 
Friend, and then fore'er we part . . . 

Thou hast obeyed Maria's call. 
That came from her heart unto thee. 
Thy love is strong; it did not fall. 
— There sweetly blooms her memory. 

I go where sweeter melodies 
Relume my soul with memories 
Of him I love, for whom I long. 
Until we sing the self same song. 
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Autumn Leaves 



Farewell now, friend, but ere I go. 
Receive Love's sigh unto thee blown. 
Weep not, my Don Rosario, 
— I am Maria, still thine own. 

Thy love of old — one sweetly kiss; 
I kiss thy lips — I kiss thy tears. 
When wilt thou come to me, to bliss? 
My heart has longed for many years. 

I pine and sigh and long for thee, 
Until we meet down by Love's shore; 
Until thou Shalt come to greet me. 
To live and love forevermore." 

Oh, love. Stay but one moment more! 
Thou . . . gone, Mary; I see thee wane 
Of thee I dream as oft before, 
Until we meet, — my Dream of Spain! 



'Tis dawn. Under my fading light, 
I see thee smile thy smile of Spain, 
That knowing not the gloom of Night, 
Shall never faint and never wane! 



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